#292 - From the inside

 I don't know who to trust

No surprise

Everyone feels so far away from me

Heavy thoughts shift through dust

And the lies

 

Trying not to break

But I'm so tired of this deceit

Every time I try to make myself

Get back up on my feet

All I ever think about is this

All the tiring time between

 

And how

Trying to put my trust in you

Just takes so much out of me

 

Take everything from the inside

And throw it all away

Cause I swear

For the last time

I won't trust myself with you

Inspiration Song: Linkin Park - From The Inside

STYLE CARD

SHAPE: TERRAPIN BABY Shape Genus Babyface @Marketplace

SKIN: .::WoW Skins::. NOUR GENUS SKIN BOM & OMEGA @Girlrs Heaven Event 10/20

HAIR: :::Phoenix::: Lory Hair Gradient Style Collection @Access Event

NAILS: LIVIA // Mix It Polish // Dark Night @Fashion Essentials Event

EYESHADOW: Beaumore 'Boo' for Genus & Lelutka EVO 

DRESS: ::: VInc. ::: - Leather Dress"Soraya" @Girlrs Heaven Event 10/20

SHOES: * Vanilla Bae * Sienna OTK Gladiator Boots 

GLOVES: amias - ABBE gloves RARE1 - GACHA

POSE: [Bubble.Gum] Bella Pose Series

I won't trust myself with you

XOXO

#286 - You have my heart

You have my heart

And we´ll never be worlds apart

Maybe in magazines

But you´ll still be my star

Baby, ´cause in the dark

You can´t see shiny cars

And that´s when you need me there

With you I´ll always share

Because....

When the sun shines, we´ll shine together

Told you I´d be her forever

Said I´ll always be a friend

Took an oath I´ma stick it out ´til the end

Rihanna - You Have My Heart (From Fifty Shades Darker Soundtrack) 

If you can, and want to, listen to the song above by viewing the post ... it is very sensual.

STYLE CARD

HAIR: Exile:: Temptress - 7 @The Epiphany - Gacha

EYESHADOW: Voodoo -  Miami Shadows @Flourish Sales Studio (on July 23rd)

LIPSTICK: *****Mimmi Store Collection #Lipglass Gloss

LINGERIE: {LaPerla} - Shyla Lingerie - New Release!

EARRINGS: LIVIA // Palm Earrings @Gems By. UniK (July 22 - Aug 12 2020)

POSE: FOXCITY. Lolita Bento Pose Set @The Saturday Sale - 75L$

PHOTO BOOTH: FOXCITY. Photo Booth - Flutter (Blush & Red) @The Saturday Sale - 75L$

You have my heart...´til the end.

#280 - You got that milk money

#280 - You got that milk money

Heard you're in the mood

for a little milkshake

Welcome to the dairy duchess love factory

I could whip it up, fix you up straight away

Come on in the front door, leavin'out in the back door

Whip it, flip it, hey

Been working at your service

to give it to ya

Didn't mean to make you nervous,

you motherfucker

You got that

You got that milk money

Music: Fergie - M.I.L.F. $ 

STYLE CARD

SHAPE AND SKIN: -Belleza- Naomi Lelutka Evolution Applier - Medium

HAIR: *PH* disordered hair-II // #4-5 - Gacha @Mainstore

NAILS: Voodoo -  Strange Summer Black Nails [Maitreya]

LIPSTICK: IVES. Charmed Lips. - GROUP GIFT

TATTOO: { Speakeasy } Revive Tattoo - GROUP GIFT

OUTFIT: [GIULIADESIGN] -GWEN- @Girls Heaven -EVENT 06/20- (till July 22nd)

SHOES: [ADD] Vanessa Shoes

NECKLACE: {LaPerla} - Snake Necklace @Miix Event - 1L$

MILK BOXES AND POSE: Iso Darling - Spooky Milk Carton Gift #StayatHome

PERGOLA: DD Olivet Romantic Pergola Set Complete PG /ADD @Girls Heaven -EVENT 06/20- (till July 22nd) - Exclusive!

XOXO

#269 - Lemonade

She's my sunshine in the rain

My Tylenol when I'm in pain yeah

Let me tell you what she means to me

Like a tall glass of lemonade

When it's burning hot on summer days

She's exactly what I need

She's soothing like the ocean rushing on the sand

She takes care of me, baby

And she helps me be a better man

She's so beautiful, sometimes I stop to close my eyes

She's exactly what I need

She's my smile when I'm feelin' blue

My good night sleep when the day is through

Let me tell you what she means to me

(She's kinda like this)

Kinda like the feelin' after your first kiss

Except that everyday she makes me feel like this

She's exactly what I need

Inspiration Song: Lemonade - Jeremy Passion feat. Luke Edgemon & Tori Kelly

STYLE CARD

SKIN: ItGirls - Lelutka - Wanda Rose

HAIR: +elua+ Lexie Darkbrown - GACHA!

elua is closing temporary for relocation for a while.

BLUSH AND FRECKLES: Iso Darling - Cozy Blush & Freckles

Copy - Mod - No Transfer - BoM & Omega Appliers

50%, 75% and 100% opacity - Freckles alone, blush alone or combined

LIPSTICK: LIVIA:: Cass Lipgloss // Brights [Lelutka EVO] 

T-SHIRT: [Hexed] Dino Tee Fatpack @Men & Women Jail

SHORT: .:villena:. - Laced Up Ripped Shorts - Washed Blue

EARRINGS: Iso Darling - 3.5 Floppy Disk Earrings

LEMONADE: -CH- Rasperry Lemonade @Summer Time Fair (This event is from June 29h to July 12th.)

LEMONADE STAND: {what next} Sweet Summer Lemonade Stand @Fifty Linden Friday

XOXO

#266 - Señorita

I love it when you call me señorita

I wish I could pretend I didn't need ya

But every touch is ooh-la-la-la

It's true, la-la-la

Ooh, I should be runnin'

Ooh, you know I love it when you call me señorita

I wish it wasn't so damn hard to leave ya

But every touch is ooh-la-la-la

It's true, la-la-la

Ooh, I should be runnin'

Ooh, you keep me coming for ya

Inspiration Song: Shawn Mendes, Camila Cabello - Señorita (Bass Boosted Remix)

STYLE CARD

HEAD: **LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.2

SKIN: #9  [PUMEC]  -  DANNA  - APRIL @The Epiphany - Gacha!

HAIR: RAMA.SALON - Melanie Hair - Gacha!

EYESHADOW: Voodoo -  Strange Summer Shadows @Salon 52 

OUTFIT: {Ewa} ANDY FATPACK - New Release!

POSE, BACKGROUND AND LOCATION: Sunny Side Up Studio and Mall

I love it when you call me señorita... 

#261 - Here Without You

A hundred days have made me older,

Since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lies have made me colder

And I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles that separate

They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

I'm here without you baby

But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby

And I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby

But you're still with me in my dreams

And tonight, it's only you and me

INSPIRATION SONG: 3 Doors Down - Here Without You (Official Video)

STYLE CARD

HEAD: LeLUTKA Nova Head 1.2

SKIN: #9  [PUMEC]  -  DANNA  - APRIL --- LELUTKA app. - GACHA @The Epiphany

HAIR: Exile - Charlotte 5 Color Naturals pack - @THE SATURDAY SALE

GLOSS: Mimmi Collection #Lipglass Gloss @MARKETPLACE

NAILS: LIVIA // Mix It Polish // So Glam & So Chic v2 @Unik Event (June 7 - June 28)

DRESS: :::WILD:::Fashion Queenie Dress (include earrings) @Swank Event - EXCLUSIVE ITEM! (June 7 - June 30)

RINGS: Vibing -- Ciara Rings -- Onyx @THE SATURDAY SALE

BACKGROUND: veyard _ BCK01 Pastel Background 

POSE: FOXCITY. Surface Set 

#254 - From INDIA

I had the privilege of being chosen as a blogger for an incredible event: Tlalli- The Fair Around the World! And the theme is INDIA! This incredible country full of colors, flavors and smiles!

The event starts on June 7, 2020.

Inspired by this song: Noa (Achinoam Nini) - Mishaela (ORF - Arte) 

STYLE CARD

HEAD: CATWA HEAD Eva

SKIN: 7 Deadly s[K]ins - AKYLA - #StayAtHome - GIFT!!

EYESHADOW: LIVIA // Color Pop Eyeshadow @The Makeover Room (June 1 - 26)

LIPSTICK: Trend Makeup - Love In The Air Lip @Tlalli- The Fair Around the World!

HAIR: Tableau Vivant \\ Dominique hair 

NAILS: ::RARE:: Voodoo Gacha Maitreya Nails - 60´S Nails - Coming to @Vintage Fair 2020 (SOON)

OUTFIT: :: ANTAYA :: Outfit <Amaira> PINK @Tlalli- The Fair Around the World!

JEWERLY: Moondance Boutique - Lankshim Jewerly Set @Tlalli- The Fair Around the World!

ALL FURNITURE: @Tlalli- The Fair Around the World!

 Korpokkur House - [KH] Couch Sofa & Partition 

           L'Meshe Maharani White Collection (Console Table, Candle Stick, Vase and Rugs)

           Z.O.E. Filigree Lantern Lamp, Z.O.E. India Inspired Coffee Table and Z.O.E. India Screen Room Divider

POSTERS: Moonley Inc. - Indian Travel Poster Set 1 and sET 2 

POSE: [Zypher] Pack 1 Poses @Tlalli- The Fair Around the World!

Namastê!

#233 - Cause I'm cracked

I broke something I'll never get, I'll never get back

Brought me to my knees

A head like steel and a soul of gold

And a heart that's made of glass

But mine's cracked

Well, mine's cracked

Well, mine's cracked

No idea where I'm going

But there's no looking back

Cause I'm cracked

Style Card

Skin: *Spicy* Broken Doll skin 

Nail and Makeup: Dark Passions - Dark Japan @Pandora's Box

Hair: .Olive. the Mia Hair @The Epiphany - GACHA!

Outfit: [[ Masoom ]] Lolita outfit @The Epiphany - GACHA!

Head Piece: .::Supernatural::. Amaya @Pandora's Box 

Pose: Vestige - Group Gift - 1L$

Location: - Collins Land -

I broke something I'll never get, I'll never get back...

XOXO

#232 - Keeps Woman in Chains

Well I feel deep in your heart

there are wounds time can't heal

(That Time can't heal)

And I feel somebody somewhere is trying to breathe

Well you know what I mean

It's a world gone crazy

Keeps Woman in Chains

It's under my skin but out of my hands

I'll tear it apart but I won't understand

(Somebody, somewhere is trying, woo)

I will not accept the Greatness of Man

(World gone crazy, keeps woman in chains)

It's a world gone crazy

Keeps Woman in Chains

Style Card
Skin: Insol: Face 'Inessa' -ST03 'Peach'
Lipstick: !Indulge Temptation! - Shimmery Chic Lipstick - Exclusive! @Lost&Found
Hair: [monso] My Hair - Hani /Mixed
Lingerie: [Glitzz] Femme Lingerie @BishBox ( July - Femme Fatale) - Information HERE!
Shoes: BlackRose - Vedra Sandals - New Release!
Spiner: *Merlific* Butt Spiner Black @XXX Event 
Background: Exposeur - Gacha Guardians - Group Gift
Pose: //Secret Poses// The cage - New Release!

So Free Her!

XOXO

#231 - ‘Cause it’s more than the green of trees

‘Cause it’s more than the green of trees

It’s more than the summer breeze

The smell of rocks and water

Washing over me

It’s more than the orange fire

It’s more than the fishing wire

It’s more than the cabin walls

Or that morning bugle call

                                                 

It’s something you can’t touch

But you can hold so dear

And maybe it’s not much

But it’s I'll be back next year

(Oh it won't be long

'til the summer comes)

STYLE CARD
Skin: Glam Affair - BETH - India @The Epiphany Gacha!
Lipstick: Veechi - Matte Lip Tint [dusk] @The Epiphany Gacha!
Hair: TRUTH / Tori - July Group Gift (Group fee)
Nails: LIVIA:: Aztec Summer Nails @Summer KT Creators Festival (July 14 - July 30) -  *50% proceeds go to World Autism Organisation

Outfit: ello. Hadassa Lace Outfit
Sandals: *Merlific* Diam Sandals Maitreya Exclusive @Suicide DollZ

Choker: LEPUNK Sine Choker
Rings: ^^Swallow^^ Maitreya Aphrodite Bento Rings
Arm Band: [JUSTICE] LIV ARM BAND
Glasses: [Enchante'] - Geeky Glasses @Tres Chic

Pose: Image Essentials - Anna V2 (bento pose)

Location: Magnolia Pine Estates

XOXO

#225 - Desire

Lover, I'm off the streets

I'm gonna go where the bright lights

And the big city meet

With a red guitar, on fire

Desire.

With Frαɴĸ Eιɴѕтeɴ! Thank you!!!! ♥

SKIN: *League* Ella - Catwa Applier - Medium

EYESHADOW: *Birth* 3rd Gen Catwa Eye Makeup - Spiral - Set 2

NAILS: LIVIA:: Sweet Serene Nails Exclusive @Summer KT Creators Festival (July 14 - July 30) -  *50% proceeds go to World Autism Organisation

HAIR: enVOGUE - HAIR Whitney - Dark Browns

LINGERIE: [Glitzz] Nicole Lingerie 

PIERCING: *Merlific* Heart Lips Piercing - Exclusive! @Anybody

FURNITURE: MOoH! Pillow pile 2 and MOoH! Double rod curtain Blue night @TWE12VE (July 12 - 30) - GACHA 

POSE: [ west end ] Poses - Feel It Couples Poses @Swank

And the fever, gettin' higher

Desire

Desire.

(Burning, burning).

XOXO

#220 - Happy Birthday to you...

ONE YEAR OF BLOG! I can not believe it went so fast !!!!

I just have to thank you for this time with you!

My VERY THANK YOU to you who follow me and follow my posts, to my dear sponsors who have made all this possible, my friends Aphrodite Quar, Claudinha Violet and Felipe Herberg who posted with me on this journey and have been with me all this time, giving strength. To all my friends who so kindly took pictures of me, full of patience and goodwill!

THANK YOU VERY MUCH for making this blog visible, so fun and getting here with me!

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

SKIN: *Spicy* Lily (Catwa&Maitreya) - 30% OFF at Mainstore

EYESHADOW AND NAILS: LIVIA:: Electric Eyeshadow (Set #1) and LIVIA::Electric Nails #2 RARE - GACHA @MAINSTORE

▪ Nails made for Slink, Omega, Maitreya, & Vista

▪ Cosmetics for Catwa mesh heads only

▪ 59L to play

LIPSTICK: A.Kouly Lipstick # 150 - NEW RELEASE!

HAIR: [NYNE] 'Lara' Hair - Blonde Pack

DRESS: Scandalize. Amara - NEW RELEASE!

SHOES: Glamistry - CROCUS Heels 

JEWELL SET: [Heartsdale Jewellry] Dulhan II Set Neela @Swank Event

POSE: //Secret Poses// Party Girl 1

Happy Birthday to us!

XOXO

#201 - Girl, you on fleek and you know it!

I was on South street when I seent her

Body of a goddess, she a diva

Everything about her say keeper

Shawty got it all, that's why i just gotta meet her

Her bags say Birkin, yeah

Ass so perfect, yeah

And I can tell just by how it's moving

That she doing it on purpose, yeah

She look like it's real, like Chanel

MAC lipgloss on, I can tell

It's crazy how she look like an angel

But them red bottoms give them bitches hell

I swear she the number one stunner

Can't see them other girls, I don't want them

And plus, she by herself, there's no distractions

So I'm about to go and get her number

Girl, you on fleek and you know it (know it)

Everything you do, you own it (girl you own it)

All of this money, I'll blow it

All on you, shawty, all on you

BODY

HEAD: GENESIS SOFIE Bento RARE @The Epiphany May2017 GACHA! L$100 per play

SKIN: Erde: skin Avrora @Whimsical (Event open 18.05)

HAIR: TRUTH HAIR Debra -  browns

NAILS: LIVIA::Calla Nails - May Group Gift

EYESHADOW: Erde: make up Avrora @Whimsical (Event open 18.05)

CLOTHING

DRESS: Scandalize. Blanca. @TRES CHIC

SHOES: *S0H0E Shoes* Kate Heels Pink @Virtual Secrets Sales Room GIFT!

ACESSORIES

NECKLACE: Timeless - Sonja Necklace EXCLUSIVE! @L´Elite Event (10th to 30th May)

BRACELET: Baubles! by Phe RandeBangles 

FURNITURE

HERA Backdrop #1 'Fleek' - GROUP GIFT!

POSE

an lar [poses] The Izzie Mini Series

SPONSORS

Baubles!

Erde

LIVIA

Scandalize

Timeless

God damn, everything on fleek!

XOXO

#191 - L’envie d’écrire

Qu'on ait l'envie d'écrire, l'envie de tout te dire

Je reste silencieuse, je me fais les mains creuses

Qu'on ait l'envie d'écrire, l'envie de tout me dire

Je vaque dans la ville, je file et me défile

Qu'on ait l'envie d'écrire, l'envie de tout leur dire

Je promets au futur d'un présent qui perdure

Qu'on ait l'envie d'écrire, oui l'envie de tout dire

J'ai le cœur épuisé, l'encre s'est écoulée

BODY

HEAD: LeLutka Bento Head - SIMONE 2.7

SKIN: 7 Deadly s[K]ins - BLAIR Lelutka mesh skin Cotton Candy

HAIR: rezology Kylie 

NAILS: LIVIA::Cherry Blossom Nails EXCUSIVE! @Lost & Found (April 22 @ noon - May 1)

LIPSTICK: A.Kouly Lipstick # 144

EYESHADOW: LIVIA::Zola Eyeshadow [Lelutka] EXCUSIVE! @Lost & Found (April 22 @ noon - May 1)

LASHES: *CNZ* Cory Lashes Lelutka @I Love 50L (1 - 30 April)

CLOTHING

OUTFIT: .SALT - VINTAGE GACHA EXCLUSIVE! @THE GACHA GARDEN (1st MAY and ends 31st MAY)

SHOES: Glamistry - CALYSTEGIA Heels 

ACESSORIES

NECKLACE AND EARRINGS: Baubles! Tansi Sets @Lost & Found

POSE

//Secret Poses// Model Pack 5

LOCATION

LONDON ENGLAND UK (HYDE PARK )

SPONSORS

7 Deadly s[K]ins

A.Kouly

Baubles!

 *CNZ*

Glamistry

LIVIA

.SALT

rezology

//Secret Poses//

Le vent qui m'appelle encore entre deux autres feuilles mortes

Je m'éveille dans le froid de mes souvenirs d'autrefois

Je murmure tout bas que tout va bien, ne t'en fais pas

XOXO